My GloomyMind

The gloomy weather mirrors me
Days seem longer than ever...
Nights just crawling by
A never ending rut
It’s only a week
And so many more to go
Time just wedging into my heart
How soon will the day dawn?

Stone cold droplets beat against my face

Hiding back tears like a veil

Disguising - is a smile

For the rest of the world to see

My woes are my very own

No soul shall decipher

Tucked away

In the abyss of my mind

When you needed a shoulder you called on me

You always found me standing there

A friend to wipe away your tears

No better did you know

Many came and many went

Used chewed and spat-

And I am left standing there

To get stronger for more

I am tired

I can take no more

I need a break

I need to flee

To be free to myself

To feel the glee

All for a moment

Not asking for more

4/9/2010